End OF APRIL 2010

Looking back to the month of April like what I used to do, every end of each month.
I was being allocated to Food and Beverage Department in the hotel. I did learn something though.

Meanwhile, I met some funny colleagues too.

Ebby, kicit kicit cili padi. A thin skinny girl but she has a powerful voice, so “ don’t play play o”.
She has a quote of the day: beat your head ar!!!!!打爆 你的头。

Miss Yeong- the PR of our hotel, however she is always multi purpose, as per General Manager’s order.

Some colleagues call her: 羊咩咩 or 杨小姐。

Oh ya, I met another friend too, 牛牛-the extremely slow fax machine in the office. Miss Ebby used to ask me to communicate with牛牛 sometimes. You will be frustrated when牛牛did not listen to you; after all, 牛牛also does not know what I am talking about.

My big sister in the office: Kak Watie, who taught me a lot, especially how to deal with the “latest” Photostats machine in the office. You know, you cannot put all the paper on the tray; the machine will “eat” all the paper. You need to put the paper one by one, even though you need to Photostat 1000 pages! Yup, just imagine, you cannot do anything else but need to wait there, putting in the paper one by one. How I wish the company will look into the matter, maybe try to change another more high tech machine.



Another skill that I learn is answering the call on behalf of sales department’s colleagues when they are away. Sometimes, I really feel ashamed when I could not speak English fluently!!!!!

Today, I will only go to work after I see doctor.

Yup, doctor again!!!!!

Yup, my leg’s problem again!!!!!

Before I go to F &B department, I went to see doctor, the last day I in the department, I also need to go to see doctor.

Just hope that everything will be alright. It just a minor swollen I believe.

I will definitely miss you all, my dear cute cute and funny colleagues.

Cherish

It was the second week since I started to work in the F & B department. I was not used to it at the beginning, with always free time to read newspaper and walk around. When I was a waitress and kitchen assistant, I was always busy and rushed for no reason. I walked faster than others which made me easily being noticed by others, especially, the guests in the coffee house. Now, in the office, sometimes, I feel bored and do not know what I should do. Maybe it is good that sometimes, we should just slow down our pace of life, enjoy the sceneries pass by. You never know until you notice and observe something truly.

Dad went to Cameron alone few days back. When I reached home after work, I did not even notice that he was not around. I did not have the initiative to call him everyday like he used to call back to us when he was working in Cameron. Am I wrong? Am I careless??? Why human always does not appreciate the things that are around us and does not show or tell them, how much we love them, how much we appreciate and thank god that we are still together until today.

Recently, think of the meaning of life and death. I am scare that we will be separated from our beloved family forever. Someone told me that, it is the recycle of life. When somebody leaves, we will miss them at first. But then, do we remember them everyday after a long time??? I answer: No.

The reason is: time can cure any injuries and sadness in our lives.

Yup, I agree.

However, the most important thing is: to cherish every moment we have every day when we are still breathing and smiling.

Enjoy the fullest for today as if today is the end of the world.

Or

aLWays believe that tomorrow will be better.

Either one of the choices, can make us enjoy our lives, I suppose.

Today is 16th April 2010, Friday. Wake up in the early morning of 5 o’ clock. Got to get ready for a brand new day and new challenges.

Good Morning, Malaysia^^

One day before April Fool 2010

I did not understand why I was so careless.

One day before April Fool 2010, the last day when I was in the Western Kitchen, I received a big present from God.

Hurt my left leg.

Accidentally I stepped inside the drain hole where there was a piece of metal broken and did not replace by the maintenance department. I heard that before this, the management already brought up the issue during the meeting, but nobody come and repair it.
To my surprise, there was another victim before my turn. A part timer, but his injuries were not as serious as me.
Also, to my surprise, when I knew that, the GM actually ordered the maintenance department to repair the breakage soon after I was being sent to General Hospital by ambulance.
This was the second time where I was lying down in the ambulance. The first time was back in year 2009, after the motor accident, that time I hurt my right leg, now it was my left leg.

When I was young I already heard of the service quality of General Hospital which I would not compromise to. I did not wish to have any treatment in the General Hospital; I had lack of confidence on their professionalism. However, I had no choice. Money is always the main reason that holds me back from getting treatment in private hospital. The payment is expensive. Further more, I did not have any medical card.

Two legs were hurt. Now, I can’t really run or involved in any vigorous exercise (after all I used to be lazy in exercises, which is a very bad habit, I would say).Lolz.

However, I always wish that I know how to swim. I like swimming even though I do not really master the skills yet. I also believe that it is very important that one knows to swim especially for emergency accidents such as drowning or being trapped in flood.

Once I glanced through a title of “The things that I would like to do the most” in the Chinese newspaper. At that very moment, I really paused and thought. What are the things I would like to do the most????

I would like to learn piano. I would say that the passion towards music was inherited since I joined my secondary school, AMC Military Band. I always admire people who know music well, know how to play piano. Playing piano, will be one of the best activities to pass our leisure time.

Another thing that I would like to do is to travel to France so that I can visit the grape farm. I like grapes very much. I can’t really tell the reason. The dream of visiting France one day came about when I saw the beautiful grape farm yard inside a Chinese drama. When the grapes are ripen and ready for harvest, I like the scenery where thousand bunches of grapes hanging and shining under the sunlight! It is a breathtaking view to me.

But now, the tings I would like to do is, to keep my body healthy always, especially my both legs. I really can’t bear any injuries anymore. I don’t want the so- called “accidents” happen again. They were all nightmares to me. Please go away. Thank you.

回顾2010年三月份

从侍应生转到厨房里的实习，只能说，泪水比欢笑多。
原本热衷于学习，什么都要问倒底的，都往肚子内吞了。
不懂自己在驾车回家途中，哭了多少次。
不懂在厨房里，有多少次，告诉自己，要往好的方面想，转一转，就不会觉得难过了。
很多时候，是生气到要飙泪了。
终于明白，为何，厨师脾气可以忽冷忽热，波动很大。
环境，合作的伙伴，工具，材料等等，都是影响的因素。
书不见了，
假期泡汤了，
希望没有了，
信任怀疑了，
到底，还有谁说的话可以相信?
都自顾自的。
在烹饪方面，无可否认，真的学了蛮多的技巧，除了生气，还是要感激。
感激他们的教导，付出，磨炼，欺负，嘲讽，没有交待。
身为一名厨师，必须可以接受客人的点评，必须可以在压力超大的环境下，保持冷静，忙碌时，不可以紧张。
三月份，生病月。
昨晚，耳朵突然疼痛，去看医生了。原来，有昆虫爬进去了。耳膜都红肿了。一瞬间，担心自己的听觉了。
幸好，如今，没什么大碍了。
三月份，最有意义的，就是赴了一场义讲。刘轩的<放任心中一百个流浪>。
满意的工作，必须有：
难度适中，具挑战性的。
明确的目标
明确的规则

流浪，是为了回到原点。

原来我还不懂世面

别人去实习，没有那么多问题，烦恼，我去实习，问题，烦恼，不懂何时都成了我的朋友。

一直以来，很幼稚的我，现在必须要成熟了。
一直以来，很享受烹饪的我，竟然讨厌厨房了。
一直以来，很享受交友的我，现在筑起一片墙了。
一直以来，很喜欢微笑的我，现在却失去会心一笑了。
一直以来，很天真的我，现在觉得好心不一定会有报了。
一直以来，很善良的我，现在竟然觉得要变奸诈了，人善被人欺，体会了。

从来没有想过，原来环境真的很重要，遇到的人，在对的时间，也是很重要。
环境的改变可以让我对喜欢的活动变得厌恶。
不了解的人，一起共事，会有缺乏默契，缺乏合作无间的时候。
原来，勉强真的不会有幸福，快乐。

那一天，突然想起，曾是辩论组，传承营膳食组的我，是那么的享受烹饪。

那一天，突然想起，曾是辩论组，秘书的我，是那么的享受为组织付出，没有要求任何回报。

那一天，突然想起，曾是圣母女中军乐队，秘书的我，是那么的享受操步，交流音乐，享受当配音。

那一天，突然想起，曾是圣母女中兼职历史老师的我，是那么的享受教书的乐趣。觉得历史真的很有趣，很容易。

那一天，突然想起，曾是开朗，活泼，健康，好动的我，因为一场车祸，似乎改变了许多。

工作时，脚痛，得忍，被误解，得忍，被戏弄，不出声。

曾经，很敢说敢言的我，在哪里了?

终于体会，为何，有时很多人，不喜欢长大。成长，是甜酸苦辣的。。。

希望， 路， 一直都在。。。。

二月份的第八天-去看医生了

这几天，真的很烦。希望脚伤好后，心情会好点儿。再一次的，要躺在照X 光的“床” 上，又害怕了。昂贵的医药费，加上药物，真的不喜欢。年尾应该必须动手术了。害怕之外，还要付钱。为何没有买医药卡?不知道。

只希望，坏情绪赶快走开，要开心迎接新年。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心，要开心。要开心。

2010年二月份的第六天

已经是第三次了。在工作时候飙泪。第一次，手被撞到了，因为痛，所以哭了，第二次，被误解偷懒了，因为不服气，所以哭了。今天，脚伤了，一拐一拐的，忍不到了，不停地，流泪。每一次，都尝试把头抬高，让眼泪不再流下。但是，这方法行不通。

不是说哭过就好了?

拐杖，我们又见面了。