June semester break 2012

Attended a two day workshop at Klang’s Botanic Resort. Never expect I have the chance to attend course at such a tranquil and relaxing environment. Swimming pools are those that I like the most! Having the chance to learn from experienced kindergarten’s principal and meeting new friends from all around Malaysia. We did a lot brainstorming and planning on the workshop, thinking of how to transform kindergarten to a place where kids love to go everyday! Lecturer from Taiwan After the workshop, I went to The Mines book fair. This is the first time I use up around 300 plus to buy story books for myself and kids. Yup, adult should read story book like what Teacher Peng Yi mentioned, from now onwards, we will live happily ever after. Back from KL, need to attend my teacher’s wedding day and dinner. Busy preparing games for those “brothers” so that they cant easily help the handsome groom to marry the bride. Dinner was a great one and we really had our gala time. Together we went on stage and sang a song to the pretty bride. Her wedding album is a “fabulous” and expensive one. She went to Taiwan to for the wedding photos shooting. It is a great album, with those breathtaking scenery in Taiwan. After all great times, then I came across the difficult times. I have to help to take care of grandma on behalf of mum because mum on holiday. At first I thought it is a easy task but actually it is a Hercules task. I almost did all the roles that my mum have done since two years ago. The second day, I feel like giving up and stressful. I really salute my mum for all that she had done for grandma. Grandma is 82 years old now. She is weak, not able to stand, which means we have to carry her slowly to the washroom. I went to market, I cooked, I help her to bath, I have to wash those dishes after I cooked, I have to remember to give her medicine after each meals. When everything settle, grandma will say that please help her to apply some oilmen on the body parts that she feels pain. In the midnight, sometimes she want to go toilet, so she will call and wake us up to carry her to the washroom. I felt sorry that I have grumble and complaining about the things that I have to do when I am doing all those alone. I wonder how mum handles all these pressure and stressful times since two years ago. One day, mum’s friends remind me of must pay attention to my mum’s health especially her blood pressure. From the experience I taking care of grandma, I understand how much my mum’s love toward grandma. Is the bond between a mother and a daughter that hold them together tightly. Sometimes mum will grumble and shout also because she really too tired d. It’s ok for me, because we are human, and human have feelings. One of the way to distress is to say it out loud, provided that you do not disturb other by doing that. Hope grandma, mother and me myself getting healthier and healthier. The journey keep going on.